Been up and down several times again today.
At this particular moment, very, very down. Questioning everything: I can’t believe an organisation can be this fucking callous.
I need…I so need…to be angry at them, because if I’m not, all that emotion is going to eat me alive.
Don’t see any way I can go back to the NHS after this…but that feels so unfair. I’m going to have to pay thousands because they are so awful…
Is there a lawyer in the house?